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[Words don't come easily after a confession like that. Even someone as eloquent and silver-tongued as he is would be hard-pressed to come up with something that didn't cheapen the weight of the emotion already present between them, and it's the benefit of his years upon years of experience that he knows better than to even try. He won't have the last word; he doesn't need it. But now Therion is waiting for him to act, and so he leans into the petting a minute before nodding and reclaiming the initiative.

He gets to his feet, then tugs Therion up with him; he'll need to be standing in order to get the knotwork set in place, and to have full range of movement to wrap it around and around him. If he were doing this with normal ropes, he'd need both his hands with their clever fingers to wrap and tie and set knots in place.

As it is, he's doing it with vines, and so practically speaking he doesn't need any hands at all — but for Therion's benefit he still uses one, plucking a seed from his hair and pressing it against his wrist before pushing energy into it to cause it to sprout.

The vine coils, but doesn't tighten, not at first. Letting it go is more like watching macrame take shape than being bound; it slips and snakes and splits off into different sections, slithering in and out through loops and rings made of its own length. And as it goes, Kurama steps to the side and turns Therion to angle toward the mirror, letting him watch himself as, over the smooth white cotton of his shirt, green vines twist and wrap into a pattern that all but resembles artwork.

It's only once the form of it has been crafted into place that the vines begin to tighten like a boa constrictor, tugging the slack out of the coils until at last the vines themselves are pressed carefully against the cotton — leaving enough give that circulation isn't at risk, and with a little room to wiggle, but there's certainly no slipping them no matter how much he squirms.

Gently, Kurama reaches out and brushes Therion's hair out of his eyes, moving it to either side so that he can't help but look at himself.]

Now, watch.

[With a breath and a thought, the bonds slowly begin to take on a red hue as tiny flowers begin to open from the green of the vines, changing the color as well as adding an ethereal, fae-like beauty to the bolder severity of the knots.]

[Without guidance towards the mirror, without the careful arrangement of his hair, Therion might look at the loops and knotwork forever rather than at himself, appreciative as he is of craft. It distracts him from the strange sensation of plant life climbing all over him like a human trellis, allows him to allow it to happen without moving, up to the point where the bonds tighten and he inhales. No going back now.

And then Kurama gets his attention again, in time to see the colors shift across his body, and he breathes out.]

You weren't kidding.

[Instinct would be to touch, to gently trace the tiny petals with a fingertip, but the vines keep his arm from moving. He closes his eyes a moment, takes note of his heartbeat in his throat, the unmistakable recognition of his own helplessness, and looks again, accepting it. Having faith.]

It's beautiful.

[It is. He is, as part of the work, tan skin and white shirt and red, tiny-flowered vines bunching the fabric, pressing against him underneath it.

Therion tests his range again, just to know it in his body--just to see it, eyes open. Then his attention moves to Kurama's face in the mirror, drinking in what he finds there.]

Remember. You can be free of it in an instant.

[He's listening, carefully, to the sound of Therion's heartbeat; it's a little quicker than usual, but of course that's to be expected. What he's vigilant for, however, is the point when it tips over from quickened to runaway — when caught breath shifts to hyperventilation. The point when this stops being about boundaries and starts being about trauma. That's the moment when he needs to act, when a wave of his hand will disintegrate the vines in an instant and give Therion full range of motion again.

But that moment doesn't come. He's testing, yes, but he's not frightened. Apprehension is natural for a cautious thief with every reason to be suspicious of ropework. And yet, his faith holds.

He's right. It really is beautiful.]

You're magnificent, you know.

[Slowly, he steps behind Therion; he's got the advantage of height on him, enough so that his face is still visible over Therion's shoulder even as he wraps his arms around him from behind, letting him continue to watch as his fingertips stroke over the network of vines and knots.]

I could do more. But the right to decide is yours; I stop when you tell me to stop, and go no further.

[Therion tilts his head back slightly, coming to rest in Kurama's hold, watching with half-lidded eyes as his hands brush up and down the pretty cage he's tied him into.]

...What more do you want to do?

[His eyes don't leave the mirror, but he turns his head anyway, bringing his face and throat into profile.]

Not a decision if I don't know.

[It would be, but not a participatory one. Not one that keeps them both in the game.]

Would you like to feel them against your skin?

[He pauses in the movements of his hands for a moment, wrapping his arms carefully around Therion instead — switching from caressing to embracing, as he leans his head against Therion's.]

You're clever with your knives. I could be clever with them, too.

[One moment, he's starting to really lean into Kurama's chest; the next he straightens, as much as that's possible, with realization.]

That's why you had me change clothes.

[Niggling mystery, solved. He meets Kurama's eyes in the mirror, remembers a choice has been offered, and flushes a little as the implications sink in. In the end, he nods, glance flickering to the reflection of the nightstand.

He wouldn't blush if he could do anything about it himself. To ask Kurama, to let him take care of it, races new and hot under his skin.]

The one by the bed. [The foxflower dagger, safe in the sheath he had made for it.] Use that one.

Naturally. I wouldn't ruin anything important.

[He keeps his arms around Therion, but follows his eyes to the dagger on the nightstand — ah, that one. Aesthetically, it'll go neatly with the flowering vines keeping Therion bound; practically speaking, it'll be much safer for him, too, to use a blade as sharp as that one — and one that Kurama's own powers will have full control over, besides.]

I can do this two ways. You can stay standing, and watch yourself in the mirror. Or I can lift you onto the bed, and work with you lying on your back. The bed would likely be safer, but it's ultimately your choice.

[His choice, and he makes it watching Kurama intently in the mirror.]

Bed'll do.

[For practical reasons and reasons besides. To have Kurama over him, his hair and all it holds cascading down around them. To lie beneath him, another play on the theme. Surrender, and trust, and their reward.]

[He nods slightly, then bends his chin and presses his lips right up against Therion's ear to breathe hot against it.]

I'm going to make a mess of you, you know.

[Promise set in place, he nips at the shell of Therion's ear before moving around to his side, getting in position to bend and sweep an arm against the backs of Therion's knees, catching him easily in a princess carry before walking him over to the mattress.

Once he settles Therion in, head on a pillow and trussed body stretched out along the coverlet, Kurama picks up the foxflower dagger and brings it with him as he climbs up onto the bed and sits over Therion's hips.]

If you need me to stop, or to slow down, you know to say so. Otherwise, keep still as best you can, and motionless when I tell you to be motionless. All right?

[With a promise like that ringing between his ears, with his body still knotted in lines and loops of red, who can fault Therion his almost-noisy exhalation as Kurama's weight pins him neatly in place, or the small, reflexive pull against the vines. The spots where knots press into him through the shirt, the texture of the bedspread against the back of his legs, the solidity of Kurama above him and his legs to either side come together in this heated hyperawareness. He makes small--necessarily small--shifts to adjust himself and swallows, plain as day to see as he lies.]

All right.

[He doesn't nod, because nodding is moving, and he understands the need not to now on two levels. He looks at Kurama instead, hair starting to fall across his face again but not quite hiding either eye.]

Come here first.

Your wish is my command.

[He smiles faintly, then makes it clear he's setting the dagger to the side, on the mattress, before placing his hands on either side of Therion's shoulders and leaning down over him. Practically speaking, it's not as though he's any less dangerous now than he was with a knife in his hands — there's any manner of things he could use to hurt Therion with if he wanted, and the coils of plants wrapped around him are considerably more of a concern than one dagger, however sharp — but there's deliberate theater in what he does, making a show of freeing his hands of any overt threat.

He bends, his hair falling to either side, and brings his nose almost to touch against the tip of Therion's.]

I'm the one at your mercy right now, do you understand that?

[Before words, Therion expends what limited motion he has to rise up and capture Kurama's mouth in a kiss. That's his answer. That and briefly biting down, offering a light and fleeting pull before he lets go. Therion stares up at him, framed by red hair to either side and his own messy grey-white above, and licks his lips slowly.]

Yeah.

[He looks down towards the knife, where it lies like he does, awaiting Kurama's disposal, then back up. He's as ready as he'll ever be.]

Okay.

Good.

[He reaches over without looking, finding the dagger and bringing it back into his grasp as he slowly sits up to a safe distance to work.]

We'll start at the neck, and move down between the collarbones.

[With his free hand, his fingertips come to trace a gentle line down along the path he's describing, brushing light against Therion's Adam's apple before following it down along the vertical lines of the knotwork to a place about halfway down his ribcage.]

You can breathe, just not deeply. No sudden movements.

[The tip of the dagger comes around and presses lightly against the path Kurama's fingers had traced, and threads begin to split beneath the razor edge of its blade.]

[The tricks of quiet and motionlessness that keep Therion alive serve him well here. After the initial bob of his throat under Kurama's fingers, he remains still, breathing slowly and shallowly and quietly, so quietly he can hear the knife cut.

He doesn't need to see the threads of the nightshirt fray and part beneath his dagger, the dagger Kurama made for him, mottled and beautiful. Doesn't need to watch to see his skin exposed in a lengthening sliver in the blade's wake. Kurama's touch lingers in a tingling line from neck to breastbone, and, intensely aware in this charged space, he can track the knife's journey by feel. He doesn't need to look.

On his back on the bed, Therion finds his mirror in Kurama, studying his face as he works a delicate, dangerous path between cloth and vine and his own heated skin.]

There. Does it feel good?

[He brings the tip of the knife away, making space for Therion to breathe and talk, as his fingers catch beneath the now-severed edge of fabric and pull it free like turning back a page, opening up more of Therion's skin to his touch. Now the vines sit directly against his skin, faintly rough and thick-knotted, unblunted by the extra layer of cotton that had previously been between them.]

There's more of that to come. It's all right to enjoy it.

[His fingernail scrapes lightly against Therion's bared skin, working in a meandering spiral.]

You asked me before whether I like the challenge of drawing noise out of you. I'll have you moaning before long, rest assured of that.

[He laughs a bit, now that he's free to, and arches minutely in his bonds, taking new note of where it pulls and tightens against him when he strains. Shivering a little as nail draws over skin.]

I'll remind you again I don't do things just to please people.

[It isn't Cordis, but Cordis suits him, with its cats and its foxes and its roguish mischief. Therion shakes his hair off his forehead and refocuses on Kurama, just enough of a smile at the corners of his eyes. Yes, he's having fun.]

...So when you do get me to make a noise, you'll know I mean it.

You do plenty to please me.

[Which isn't precisely what Therion said, but he's not the only one who can play games with creative interpretations of phrasing.]

I'm going to hold you down this time, to work close to your heart. It'll help keep you where I want you.

[He leans forward, setting his free hand against Therion's shoulder, and bears down on it as much to support and steady himself as to keep Therion pinned. The knifepoint moves to the edge of the previous cut, this time angled horizontal to sweep below the curve of one of Therion's pecs.]

Breathe out, and hold it.

[This time, as Therion first breathes in to brace himself against the thrum of nerves, he closes his eyes, too. Held by Kurama's weight at both shoulder and hips, dagger at his chest--and he knows how sharp it is, how little resistance his flesh and bone would offer it. He'd used it to slice through material far more durable than he is. In the temporary dark behind his eyelids, he can still picture the scene: bound, held down, at bladepoint in his own quarters. The knotted vines serve Kurama the way his fingers obey him, without thought, and so would the knife. Therion's knife. Whoever's at whose mercy, this is the physical reality they've crafted together, suggestions and agreements made manifest.

It's the most helpless he's ever been. Hurting him would take nothing, would be effortlessly easy. No one would even hear it happen.

Kurama controls every piece of this as naturally as Therion controls his own breath, and he won't let that happen.

He opens his eyes, even, unwavering green, breathes out under Kurama's hand, and holds motionless but for the beating of his heart beneath the dagger.]

Good.

[This is the moment, he knows, that makes all the difference. This is the one that will be remembered later, the one that treads closest to the unspoken boundary line set down in the magnetism between them. Therion, right now, is as powerless as Kurama can make him while still leaving him conscious, and it's a self-inflicted vulnerability that's resonating in Therion's own mind.

This is the point when something changes. When every expectation suggests that pain and betrayal will follow, and then it doesn't.

His wrist flicks with the precision of a surgeon; Therion's breath won't hold forever, so he needs to be both quick and careful alike. The edge of the knife makes a sweeping circle through the cotton, around the vines, trailing from the center of his chest to his ribs and then up and over again, to take out another wide piece of fabric and let the vines tighten down over the cadence of his heart.]

Breathe, darling.

[The pressure of his hand eases slightly, no longer out to pin him motionless, but it stays connected nevertheless.]

[That's all it takes, and Therion goes foggy with relief. Even though he knew nothing would happen--even though he believed--for that critical piece of this to go so fast and the danger to end and Kurama to still be handling him so carefully as he catches his breath (Therion didn't even do anything), it still hits him disproportionately heavily. He fills his lungs with an overhead wave of unclassified emotion, deep enough to drown in. It's warm, like Kurama's hand on his shoulder, and he trembles subtly anyway.

There's a lump in his throat. Therion blinks and swallows around it, breathes deeply enough to feel the the flowering knots dig into his ribs.]

...Will you come down here again?

[He's not going to bite, not this time. He just wants it, the kissing and closeness and all that warmth he can get, even though there's still plenty of nightshirt to cut away before he's naked in Kurama's vines.]

Anything. Whatever you ask of me.

[He really is beautiful to watch. Like this, there's nowhere for Therion to hide; his heartbeat and his expression and the tremors in his body tell the whole story, lay it out for Kurama and Kurama alone to interpret. It's a rush for him, too, to be the keeper of such trust; if it weren't for the fact that his own hands need to be perfectly steady, he's sure his own would be trembling, too.

He sets the dagger aside again, and brings his newly-freed hand to brush against the side of Therion's face, holding him as he lowers back down and, this time, closes the distance to kiss him softly.]

Shhh. I'm right here. Don't drift away.

I won't.

[Not now, not when Kurama's come close again like he asked, with his weight and his warmth and the scent of him, his hair spilling everywhere around them as always. With his arms bound up, Therion can't hold on himself, but Kurama's palms anchor him at his shoulder and the side of his face, and his breath is a familiar, hot tickle on his lips.

He doesn't have much to say. He can't even add to the conversation in other favorite ways, restrained from exploring and caressing. But he kisses and he noses at Kurama's jaw, and he presses their cheeks together, and he breathes, and the vine-ropes move with him.]

...You called me 'darling,' just now.

[...He did, didn't he. And he is, after all, never one to be careless with his words — only that wasn't really careless, was it? Subconscious, perhaps, but not careless.]

I could do it again.

[He brings their foreheads together, leaving himself in easy reach for another kiss, with just a sliver of space still between them to speak into.]

If you liked the sound of it.

[Again, Therion closes the space first rather than whisper words into it, as if this way, he might protect them.]

Don't say it for my sake.

[Kurama doesn't need to to make a mess of him. Or to please him. It'd be enough--might only be enough--if he wanted to. Therion lets his eyes fall shut for a moment and tips his head back on the pillow, taking the luxury of another deep breath.]

If it comes out like that again, I'll think about it. Whether I like how it sounds. Right now, I'm just telling you I'm still here. Paying attention.

Then let's carry on.

[But he stays close a little longer, leaving his hand against Therion's cheek while he leans in to kiss along his jawline and follow it back to his ear. It's easy to tuck his face against the side of Therion's neck, nuzzling and lavishing attention against his skin, and it's hard to say whether the indulgence is for Therion's benefit, or his own.

When he picks up the dagger again, it comes with a brief repositioning, as he shuffles backward to make more room for the blade to work. Each cut to follow traces the curve of one of Therion's ribs, shredding the garment into strips that pull easily away like the petals of a blossoming flower.]

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bolderfell - 2020-10-04 22:10 (UTC) - Expand